What's.Good.Wit.It?

So today I just got back my score for a Bio exam. I end up getting the top score on the exam and even beat the class average by 33% but for some reason I still feel a bit disappointed. I did extremely well and shit, but Idk. I just don’t feel like I did as well as I felt I should of done. Maybe it’s because I’m still a bit bitter for not winning the department award for Biology even though I still feel as that award should of gone to me. I still feel a bit cheated over that award since the award went to someone who I didn’t even get a chance to beat out head to head since she took the Bio series last year and took the Anatomy physiology series this year and pretty much won just cuz she spent more time at Highline and got to just take a few more Bio classes which got her more votes than me by just the sheer number of Bio classes she was able to take by being at Highline longer than me. I know she is probably a very talented student, but I bet if I went up head to head against her, I could out perform her, but it’s whatever. My shit has been on point and I’ve outperformed everyone in the whole Bio series this year by quite a lot. I ain’t even mad doe, just bitter. I’m just too much of a competitive person and don’t take losing out to anyone very easily especially when I feel like I didn’t even lose. O well, life goes on. Fuck it

That this is going to be a good quarter. I’m really diggin the flow of my schedule this quarter. All my classes so far just seem to be clicking. Like O chem for me just feels so right now and I’m truly enjoying how it is going. I’m at a point with O chem where everything comes together so perfectly in my mind. We get introduced new reagents and reactions and instantaneously my brain starts to put together the mechanism and I see the flow of electrons from step to step connecting so flawlessly. I really love how my profesor has instilled in me to think so mechanicalistically. Everything just makes so much sense. I even got a Organic chem exam scheduled for the second week of school and that doesn’t even bother me cuz I just feel so good about the subject and it ain’t nothing to a boss. I’m determined to hit the top 5 percentile for my ACS exam at the end of the quarter. My Bio class seems pretty chill as well and I really enjoy the whole vibe to the class and I feel as my goals of earning the department award for Bio is in my grasp. I just need to get that top score on the first exam this quarter like I always do which should put me as pretty much a lock to get the award. Getting the department award for Organic chem isn’t even out of question either. I’m right up there as one of the top students and it’s really a toss up between just me and one other student. Linear algebra also doesn’t seem too bad at all either and I feel as if I can really do well in there as well. Plus i’m also really lovin my new work schedule which eases up the stress on me a lot. Everything is just feeling right and I hope this feeling carries on through this quarter.